Blurgh
I am never close with anyone. It's always been like that. Not my friends, not my family. But I talk a lot. Maybe that's why people see me as friendly. Sometimes I talk my heart to random people too. Maybe that's why people see me as vulnerable. Maybe that's also the reason any words deep from my heart has lost its meaning. People got to hear it too often. People either take me too serious, or they didn't take me seriously at all. People. People keep leaving, that makes me want to leave them first. People keep hurting me, as much as I hurt them too. Blaming myself is too hard, it always been hard. Maybe we should just distance ourselves from everything, everyone, so I can cry my heart without feeling sad for having no one to listen? I don't have time for this. My life have already been so busy without this.